Chapter 38 : Sending a Message
People inevitably have their own worries.
Humans are animals that exist through thought, and the more complex the thoughts, the more worries arise.
These worries can arise in various situations. Some may devote their entire mind to the grave matter of world peace, while others may passionately contemplate their own future.
Although the subjects differ, none of these worries are unimportant.
And right here, right now, there was a person who, by my standards, was deeply worried.
Though it didn't contribute to world peace, the depth of this worry was enough to make even Descartes reconsider.
This worry was about sending a message to Lee Se-won.
"Hello... I've been enjoying your drawings... I'm contacting you because I have something to ask..."
Seong Ahrin was sending a message.
Tap, tap. Her slender fingers moved very carefully and delicately.
With each touch of a key, sentences were slowly being formed.
"By any chance, do you have time this week...?"
"...No, no! I told you not to use formal language."
But after a moment, she erased the sentences again. This was the 13th time she had reset the message.
The few lines she had painstakingly crafted were replaced with blank spaces again. It took just a minute to erase all the sentences she had written over tens of minutes.
Why was she doing this? It was just a simple message, so what was so difficult about it?
Each time she wrote and erased, a slight sense of shame washed over her, but she couldn't help it.
After all, she was trying to make an appointment.
For a 'woman' like her to ask a 'man' out was no easy task.
Someone might ask:
Why not just ask to meet up since you've already had sex and seen everything?
Given that you occasionally contact each other, it seems like the other person has some affection, so why not just casually ask to have a meal together?
That was something only someone who didn't know her would say.
She wasn't the type to take the initiative in the first place.
Even when meeting friends, she usually only went out when her friends called her, and she had never sent a message to someone of the opposite sex since middle school.
Moreover, most of the messages she sent in middle school were related to team homework...
Although she had a large chest, her timid personality meant she didn't have much luck with 'men'. It was probably because of this personality that her sexual fantasies developed in that direction.
Her timid nature made her somewhat fearful of taking the initiative.
That's why she strongly wished someone would take the lead, even if it was forced.
In any case, for these reasons, Seong Ah-rin still found it difficult to face Lee Se-won.
She couldn't help but be intimidated by him, who seemed relatively tough. Although she had gotten somewhat used to his sharp eyes... his unpredictable personality was enough to make her fearful.
What if he refused when she asked? How should she act afterward?
All sorts of negative thoughts were running through her mind.
But after agonizing for a while, she managed to compose a message.
There was no formal language, the sentences weren't too heavy, and she properly conveyed what she wanted to say.
Perhaps because of this, it became somewhat groveling and quite long... but it was the best message she had written so far.
It seemed that her efforts were paying off.
"Hmm."
But she still wasn't satisfied with that.
She needed to remove the groveling tone and shorten the sentences. If she sent it like this, she would surely be seen as a clingy woman. She agonized again.
"What's going on?"
While she was agonizing, she heard someone calling from outside the door. It was a clear female voice.
Ahrin turned her head to look in that direction. There stood her younger sister, looking at her with a questioning gaze.
Ahrin looked at her and quietly hardened her expression. She wasn't particularly pleased with this visitor.
Seong Yu-jin.
She was her sister, two years younger, and as is often the case with sisters, they weren't particularly close.
Their personalities didn't match in the first place. Unlike her shy self, her sister was quite active and sociable. It was a bit embarrassing to admit, but she sometimes felt a strange sense of inferiority towards her younger sister. Even though she was two years older, she felt like her sister was ahead of her.
Ahrin spoke bluntly.
"It's nothing, so go away."
"Nothing? Why is your head all tangled up like that?"
Of course, her sister wasn't the type to take that at face value. She squeezed into Ahrin bed and sat beside her.
Yu-jin's head came in between Ahrin slender arms. The fragrant scent of shampoo filled the space.
Yu-jin, who had checked her careless older sister's phone, smirked.
"Hehe, what's this? You have a boyfriend, sis?"
"D-Don't look!"
Ahrin quickly raised her phone. The thought of being caught made her face flush.
As her gaze moved away, the chat screen naturally shrank. Thanks to this, the messages she had written were no longer visible, but Yu-jin's mouth didn't stop.
She continued to speak with a playful look on her face.
"His name is Lee Se-won? He's really a man. Wow~ You're something else, sis. You're even making appointments first. Did you get his number?"
No, he got mine. With a virgin, at that.
The answer came naturally to mind, but there was no need to say it out loud. Ahrin, annoyed once again, spoke to Yu-jin.
If she didn't send her away like this, she would surely keep pestering her after finding something to enjoy.
"I'm not telling you, so go away."
Ahrin started pushing Yu-jin away with her feet. She removed the arm pillow that had been supporting her sister's head and pushed her sister's back with her smooth foot.
Faced with physical force, her sister had no choice but to get up from the bed.
"Tch, fine. I'll go if you want me to."
Yu-jin, with her lips pouting, spoke. Ahrin listened and felt a small sense of relief. She thought that maybe she had been too harsh in rejecting her own sister, but she had no choice.
Normally, she would have accepted it, but this time it was related to a 'man'. She didn't want to talk about things related to him carelessly.
It was a relationship between an adult artist and a patron... how could she explain it.
After seeing Yu-jin leave, Ahrin focused on her phone again. Now, it was time to write again. She had to create a relatively perfect sentence through countless revisions. She had to remove the groveling tone and shorten the sentences a bit.
Hmm, looking at it again, the message she had just written seemed clearly like trash. If she sent it like this, it would only accumulate negative feelings.
It seemed like she had to delete it right away.
While she was focusing on her phone for a moment,
"Yah."
Like an assassin hiding in the dark throwing a dagger. Yu-jin, who had quietly slipped into the gap in her consciousness, poked her finger in.
Ring.
At the same time, her message was sent.
The highly developed modern human civilization delivered the message at the speed of light without any hindrance.
Before a few seconds had passed since sending, the number '1' disappeared.
"Kyaaak! You crazy girl!!"
Ahrin screamed with a red face
[Ahrin: Hello! It seems like this is the first time I'm contacting you first, hehe. I've been enjoying your drawings, haha.
Anyway, I have something to ask... Do you have time this Saturday by any chance? I happened to get two movie tickets, and I need someone to watch it with.
It's not a demand at all! If you're busy, you can refuse! I just thought it would be fun to watch together. It would be a waste if I couldn't use the movie tickets I got. So, if you have time, please let me know. This time, I'll go to your place. Ah! It's not that there's any other meaning, but last time you came to this side, so this time it's right for me to go to your area.]
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The message continued for a few more lines after that.
I was surprised.
"Wow."
What is this.
What is this, damn it.
Why is it so sticky and clingy?
Sticky emotions like snot were oozing out through the text.
I was just checking my phone and accidentally clicked on the message, but I didn't expect to see something so burdensome.
Looking at the message briefly, it seemed like she was asking if we could meet this Saturday.
Was it necessary to write such a long message? It would have been better for readability and less burden if she just briefly stated the purpose.
[Lucas Jang: You said you finished drawing the picture, so when will you send it to me?]
As I was reading the message for a moment, I received a message from someone else.
Come to think of it, I was in the middle of sending a drawing to someone after finishing a commission.
Since the promised drawing wasn't coming, they seemed to be urging me.
This was a precious customer who had paid 70,000 won for a commission. I quickly sent the drawing.
[Hala: Ah, I'm sorry. I was busy with something for a moment.]
[Hala: (Photo)]
[Hala: Here it is.]
There was nothing special about the content of the drawing. It was a request to draw the character Kim Tae-yang, whom I had drawn this time, in more detail.
The situation was a rough sex scene with Yu Jae-hee, the first heroine in the work.
It was a story where Kim Tae-yang, who had roughly subdued her as she moaned, 'Haah! Haaah!', repeatedly thrusted.
That was nothing, not particularly difficult, so I quickly drew it.
[Lucas Jang: Thank you.]
[Lucas Jang: The character is really cool, lol.]
The other person replied coolly and disappeared. Fortunately, Kim Tae-yang, born on my tablet, was sailing smoothly.
Although only two episodes had been uploaded so far, the fact that commissions were coming in like this meant that the character itself had charm.
It was a good thing. It was worth staying at home for nearly two weeks and just drawing.
Anyway, since the business was done, I returned to the message Seong Ahrin had sent.
The text was long and burdensome, but the intention itself was pleasing.
She was trying to make an appointment first.
"How commendable."
I had been thinking of meeting up soon anyway.
Staying at home, my sexual desire was building up, but there was no place to release it. Moreover, last time we just had a simple conversation and then had sex, so there was no separate time to play around.
In that sense, her request was rather welcome.
"Saturday, huh."
Saturday was two days from now. Anyway, since it was the weekend, it was the best day to have fun.
Honestly, I was busy, but it seemed okay to take a day off to play.
So, I sent her a reply.
[Lee Se-won: Okay, then.]
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